30th April 2017 ,I received my 4th salary in my bank account and it was 26,100 Rupees .I was very happy with that sort of amount as a bachelor with no other family responsibility or liability .
The only reason I started working at the age of 22 ,because I always wanted to make changes in society by helping other people .As we all wish …It doesn’t matter, up to what extent we pursue that happiness ,totally depends on the external circumstances .
So much of excitement ,I bought some clothes and toys and visited the orphanage nearest to my office .
It was the first time visit and I handed over as much I could have done in my small salary ,but the kids were happy ,we talked and had a very good time …
the time ,I spent with the kids was too good and my current facial expression is happier while writing this blog .
I was happy and satisfied . I got married and got busy in my marriage life with in 2 years after this .Life took a huge leap ,I started working on my social work ambition again ,to help needy people .
I started with a very small step like donation .
I was scrolling ,my you tube feed and suddenly an ad came right in front of me and it was about small baby who was battling with cancer ,I couldn’t stop myself and just clicked on the payment button .
It was “Dimpact guru ” (Name has been changed but those who know , knows well ).
Trust me it felt right at that time ,Again Another month end ,I kept some small amount for donation and this time some options came up like 18% GST ,Monthly subscription ..blah blah and blah ..
I ignored it ,as I was full of warmness of good work.I did it again .Next day ,2022,Morning ,
My web pages was full of ads to do donation ,people crying, begging for life ,speaking up about conditions and it was for ad donation .
I felt really bad but I did some help but under my budget ,as I am also paying a large amount of taxes and having some personal responsibilities ahead that stopped me for doing too much .
Next year ,In 2023 I was in financial crises where I was not able to donate any thing …
I was getting the ad ,on my you tube ,my Instagram and Facebook.I again felt bad but had to ignore it but the “KARMA FEAR ” was terrifying me …I chanted “hanuman chalisa” and offered my apologies to god.
Next day ,same year of 2023 ,I started getting calls from “Dimpact guru”
The epic conversation :
“Hello”!!
“Yes Mam! “Falana !Mam speaking “
I responded”yes it is “
“Mam ,calling you from Dimpact guru ,Mam as I can see ,you use to donate on Dimpact guru ?”
I scared for the moment and “Yes What happen?”
She continued…”Mam ,why are you discontinued the donation ?”
Though this conversation was little bit awkward but I maintained the politeness and responded “I am not able to manege to do donation right now so ..couldn’t do !”
She again continued and started sounded like a sales person and she lost her respect as soon it sounded forceful sale attempt to do donation .So I ended the conversation in a very polite way .
Mid of September 2023….I got call again ,though I was getting these calls from “Dimpact Guru ” ..but right now I was getting call 5 times in a day …and now this was the day ,when I stopped donation and started doing it on my own …
adding one more incident ….some NGOs or organizations are getting famous day by day…I started donating for one of those.
The strange thing happened with me ,
And it happened with some of my friends as well ,the day our salary day come ,they DM us the GPAY link for donation request . At this point my interest in donating started ruining ……
The things that we do from our heart and people take advantages .
Nowadays, everything is running around “sale and profit” …but donation & help are very sensitive things that connects to humanity .
These kind of attempts felt like “Vasooli ” to the people who are already willing to donate ,if its under their budget in-spite of the fact ,they are still middle class and the tax payers !!
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